Bon Voyaye

Farewell? Yes, farewell.

Today was a little bit cloudy with outbreaks of rain and cloudy. It was synonymous with my feeling—sad. I was really very devastated as almost half of my former classmates are going to leave me and move to a new school. So a successful farewell party was thrown in honour of those who want to move to a new and a better study environment. At the same time, it was also held to celebrate the glory that we had brought for our school—107 out of 183 get straight A's in PMR 2010. It was a brand new record that we had broken last year. All of us were very elated that our hard work was paid off. I BELIEVE THAT WE ARE THE BEST!

There were a lot of yummy-looking food that made my mouth watered at the party. Chocolate cake, banana cake, curry noodles, nasi minyak, snacks, fried vermicelli and so on. And i think the most memorable event that occurred today was all 3A students last year had gathered together again to celebrate one-know's birthday! She mentioned that she was really very surprised and feel happy of this birthday celebration. We had left such a fantastic moment for her. And for sure, this perfect moment will be etched in her mind forever. Many fabulous photos had been taken today. I truly enjoy looking at the photos. And soon, the party came to THE END.

With heavy heart, i bade adieu to all of them.

And you know, you will then know you are in love when you feel that the hardest thing is to say goodbye.

Tears almost roll down on my cheek.

A true confession from me: I love you all guys.

I love you.

It was like a beautiful fairy tale had came to the beautiful end. We have to close the book and everything will be starting all over again. A new story have to be created again. Will our story last forever? Perhaps it will.

Dear Anis, Diyan, Azim, Fatin, Aimi, Faisal, Farhana, Ain, Aisyah, Najiah, Muaz, Afiq:
take good care of yourself and strive hard to be one of the excellent students in SPM, like what you have done in your PMR. Always be happy and enjoy your life there. And the most important thing is do keep in touch. =)

This is the last message from me, so please bear in mind of this.

If you don't want to say goodbye, then
"Never say goodbye. Because saying goodbye means going away. And going away means forgetting."

- Peter Pan -

星星瓶子里的愿望

我把自己的愿望都装进了瓶子，却不知道它们会否实现。

有谁愿意和我携手共度这一段充满荆棘的旅程，与我一同冲破一道道厚厚的围墙，走到成功的康庄大道？
快答应我吧，至少让我知道，在这个所寻找成功的过程当中，我并不孤单。

只要坚信自己的心是美丽的，那么自己就是美丽的。
只要保持美丽的心，那么所有愿望必定能实现。

Edge of Darkness

I have changed the title of my blog. I rename it with "Edge of Darkness". Frankly, i just copy it from the television. Nothing special about it, but i love the words. In the year of 2011, no more enduring memories, the only thing left behind is darkness.

I used to be a shimmering adorable star hung in the sky before, but now, i have lost my luster.
I become the ordinary one.
Amongst the stars, i desire to be the most shiny one.
Because that is the only way for the people to pay attention to you.
However, that is not an easy thing to do.
I have to work hard, to be persevered and determined to achieve what i crave for.
Sometimes, i feel like i want to give up. Just give up and become the simple and the ordinary star.
Nobody will find you.

Nevertheless,
who want to be the non-special one?
Everybody want to be the unique one.

我曾经是天空中那颗最耀眼的星星。可惜，如今，我已失去了我的光彩。
我沦落成黑暗中最普通的那颗星星。

众多的星星当中，我想要成为最闪耀的那颗。
我渴望的到人们的注意。
旦，那是一件说易行难的事。
我必须努力，坚持到底，才能成功。
旦，有时候，我累了。放弃的念头不断在脑里徘徊。
别奢望太多，成为极为普通的那颗星星吧！

但是，
谁不想成为天空最最独特的那颗星星？
谁不想？
我记得一个学妹曾说过：因为没人，所以独特，因为独特，所以没人。


If you lose hope, then find hope.

If you are lack of confidence, then find confidence.
If you are not determined enough, then be determined.

Because, at the edge of darkness, there are always a flickering of light and a glimmering of hope.

当你绝望的时候，那就去寻找希望吧。
当你失去信心的时候，那就去寻找最初的自我吧。
当你想放弃的时候，那就去寻找恒心吧。

因为，在黑暗的边缘，总有一道曙光与一线希望。

I'm Back

It has been a long time i disappear from here. Luckily, at last i come back for the sick missing of my blog. Happy New Year to everyone.

For welcoming the new year, i think the perfect song to be heard is "A New Day Has Come" sung by the famous singer, Celine Dion.

#A new day has...come

I was waiting for so long
For a miracle to come
Everyone told me to be strong
Hold on and don't shed a tear

Through the darkness and good times
I knew I'd make it through
And the world thought I had it all
But I was waiting for you#

2011.
A brand new year. A brand new day. And, a brand new life.

Full of joy and pride, I have successfully get 8A's in my PMR last year. And now i am in form 4 already. It is hardly to believe that i am not a lower secondary student anymore. Time is flying so fast. The lives of these two years are totally different. There are a lot of new things that i have to learn to cope up with. There is a new environment that i have to learn to adapt to. There are a lot of new classmates that i need to get along. I start to think of my previous classmates as well as my class, 3 Amir Awesomeness.

I MISS YOU, GUYS.

When everything has been messed up, and you must learn to encounter it and solve the problem.
While making a choice, you must think wisely carefully and always think about the consequences.

I used to face a problem before whether i have to choose to be in Science stream or Account stream. I love counting. And i love biology as well. It was really a difficult decision to be made. Finally, in the torn between numbers and biology, i sacrifice account and i choose science. I will not not regret about my decision. One lesson i have learnt from this experience: while making a choice between whatever you love, you can only choose one and sacrifice another one. The main point is not at what you want to choose, on the other hand, it is what you want to sacrifice. That is why i really hate making choices.

When you find one thing that is very tough, you must not frown.
Always be happy and think optimistically.

• I love counting. So, i do love Mathematics, Additional Mathematics and Physics as well!
• I love learning parts of my body. So, Biology is an interesting subject to be learnt!
• I am a creative person, so i can write excellent essay in English!
• I like memorize facts, so i love Moral and History!
• Bahasa Melayu is an easy subject to score. So do enjoy your lesson!
• Chinese is my mother language, so i will not give it up!
• I am expert in Chemistry, so i enjoy learning it!

That is what i usually tell myself when i step in upper secondary.
Our life is fleeting.
A beautiful dream need to be created——10A+ in SPM2012.

邦咯岛三日二夜，游 Pangkor Trip

阔别了两年，我又再次来到这里——

座落在我家乡的那块岛——邦咯岛。
After an absence of two years, I come here again, Pulau Pangkor, which is located at my dearly hometown, Perak.

第一天，我们不顾炽热的太阳，直接投入大海的怀抱。
The first day, we jumped into the blue turquoise sea, despite of the searing heat of the sun.

第二天，我们租了一辆“十二人车”一起游 Pangkor。

Pangkor 的第一站——荷兰城堡。

我们正坐在荷兰大炮上，荷兰城堡就在我们后边儿啦！
On the second day, we had rented a van to visit the whole Pangkor Island.
The first place we had visited is the Dutch Fort.
We were sitting on the original canon, and the fort was behind us!

第二站——福临宫。
我去拜拜求签，求我考试拿全科甲等！
我们在那里看见了很长的迷你万里长城，也看见了一个赚钱洞。
不知我们过了那个洞之后，是否会如愿以偿，长年如意发财？
The next historical site we went to visit was Foo Lin Gong Temple.
I went to pray divination, for i can get straight A's in my PMR exam!
There, we saw a mini Great Wall of China. Besides, a huge Money Hole also approached to our sight.
After we had gone through the hole, will we be long smug rich?

表弟的脸怎么那么臭啊？
Why his expression was bad?

赶紧在沙滩上留下自己的字迹！
Quickly left our handwriting on the Pangkor beach! YO!

我们究竟在谈些什么呢？哦，我自己也忘了。
Actually what were we both talking about? Oh, i had forgotten about it.

我们以邦咯岛七人帮的姿态，在酒店前面拍照留念，为2010年的邦咯岛旅程划下完美的句点。
这几天，我们都以七个人的姿态亮相在大家面前。
我们睡在同一间房间，我们一起吃那里的本土土产，我们一同玩香蕉船，一同玩大老二，还有，一同游邦咯岛。

这三天两夜的旅程，感谢你们的陪伴，因为有你们，这次的旅程才会显得格外的愉快。
我不会忘记，我们一起相处的每一刻。

On the second night, seven of us had taken a photo in front of our accommodation for remembrance, to highlight the final perfect moment we had had for the Pangkor trip.
These days, we had the attitude to seven appearances in front of everyone.
We slept in the same room, we ate together, we played banana boat together, we play poker together, and also, traveled the Pangkor Island together.
Three days and two nights of the journey, thank you for your companionship, because of you, this journey had became extraordinarily pleasant.
I will never forget every moment we got along there.

=完=
The End.

读者

我发现到我其实并不适合写悲伤的文章，
因为我的情绪不够寂寞和忧郁。

我好像也不适合写描写文，
因为描述自己的心情或是风景事物好像都不是我的强项。

我更不会写隐喻的文章，
因为文言文和经典文学是我最差的一部分。

我越逼自己写出来，
越是写不出来。
当中会花费了不少的时间。

我想，
我或许不是一个很好的写手，
但是我相信，
我会是一个很好的读者。
因为，
在文学世界里，
我所扮演的角色应该是一位读者吧。

December

步入十二月。

前所未有，2010年的十二月。

Beautiful, chilly December, you make me think of......

我想起了冷得令人不禁寒颤的雨天。

我想起了麦当劳一令吉的雪糕。

我想起了我暖暖的被窝。

我想起了猝然飞逝的时间。

我想起了你的微笑。

我想起了妳们的生日。

我想起了堆积如山的小说。

我想起了万众期待的《哈利泼特与死亡圣器》。

我想起了还未开始的邦咯岛旅程。

我想起了冰天雪地的冬天。

我想起了美丽的圣诞节。


我忘记了我的泪水。
我忘记了我的孤独。

因为在这个冷冷的并且温馨的十二月里，
有你们的陪伴。

我不会在迷失方向，因为有你们引领着我。